hate: there was no passion in it. But a profound physical dislike. Almost, it seemed to her, she had married him because she disliked him, in a secret, physical sort of way. But of course, she had married him really because in a mental way he attracted her and excited her. He had seemed, in some way, her master, beyond her.

康妮对克利福德的厌恶与日俱增，这使她惊讶不已。更有甚者，她发觉自己压根没有喜欢过他。那并非憎恨，只是缺乏激情。在肉体的层面，对他深恶痛绝。甚至她觉得自己嫁给他，正是因为厌恶他，在肉体的维度，秘而不宣地厌恶他。当然，她与他缔结连理，确实是因为他能在精神上吸引她，振奋她。在某种程度上，他似乎扮演着她的支配者的角色。

Now the mental excitement had worn itself out and collapsed, and she was aware only of the physical aversion. It rose up in her from her depths: and she realized how it had been eating her life away.

如今，精神愉悦已经消耗殆尽，土崩瓦解，她只能感觉到肉体的反感。这种感觉源自内心深处，她体验到自己的生命逐渐被蚕食。

She felt weak and utterly forlorn. She wished some help would come from outside. But in the whole world there was no help. Society was terrible because it was insane. Civilized society is insane. Money and so-called love are its two great manias; money a long way first. The individual asserts himself in his disconnected insanity in these two modes: money and love. Look at Michaelis! His life and activity were just insanity. His love was a sort of insanity.

她觉得虚弱无力，极为绝望无依。她盼着能得到他人的帮助。但整个世界都没人施以援手。这个疯狂的社会变得不可救药。文明社会陷入癫狂。金钱和虚伪的爱情，是人类狂热追求的两大目标，而金钱则扮演着更为重要的角色。每个人都在追爱逐利的不同道路上争先恐后，疯狂到不能自持的地步。米凯利斯就是个活生生的例子！他的生活与行为都只能用疯癫来界定。他的爱情都有几分疯气。

And Clifford the same. All that talk! All that writing! All that wild struggling to push himself forwards! It was just insanity. And it was getting worse, really maniacal.

克利福德也是一丘之貉。所有的空谈！所有的作品！所有为争名逐利而做出的狂乱举动！都不过是疯癫的表现。甚至变本加厉，变得无药可医。

Connie felt washed-out with fear. But at least, Clifford was shifting his grip from her on to Mrs. Bolton. He did not know it. Like many insane people, his insanity might be measured by the things he was not aware of the great desert tracts in his consciousness.

恐惧让康妮感觉精疲力竭。但至少，克利福德正将束缚从她那里移开，转嫁到博尔顿太太身上。他对此毫无觉察。像许多疯子一样，从他意识领域缺失的部分，便可判断出其癫狂的程度，那是他精神世界的无垠荒漠。

Mrs. Bolton was admirable in